It's been a crazy few months. We've relocated to a new state so that J can attend school. We downsized our living space from 1800 sqft to 650 sqft. My son planned to stay in our old state, but at the last minute totaled his car and came with us. After two weeks he decided he hated it and moved back. So...yeah. There hasn't been much time for 'us' or TTWD. We've been talking about it, though, and making our plans to resume. And now that we're empty nesters, privacy won't be an issue any more (as soon as J's cousin leaves after his 2 week visit).
I'm surprised to find how much I miss my spankings. I think for me the biggest benefit is the release of tension and negativity; I want to control and arrange everything and everyone around me, and fret when I can't. Being completely out of control and under J's authority lets all of that go and I can relax again. I'm looking forward to our first maintenance session in a long time.
